My Own War

She left my heart out laying on the floor

I don’t know who I’m for

I can’t no more

And it never really changes, the casualties ignored

I ain’t gettin’ no award for my own war

Daylight, I don’t know who you were last night

Plant bait ’cause you know I’ll bite

Tell me that it’s for life

But it’s not, is it?

I’m losing my grip (Yeah, yeah)

I’m losing focus on what’s there for good

Wish you understood

I’m numb from the wood

Don’t bleed like I should

I’d break if I could

Am I insane?

Every time feels the same

Your words could break my brain, but that’s okay

She left my heart out laying on the floor

I don’t know who I’m for

I can’t no more

And it never really changes, the casualties ignored

I ain’t gettin’ no award for my own war

Before you go off and let everything break

‘Cause I hate the battle, but somehow I pick up the sword

You act too cool to get me

And I can’t do right, I’m a lefty

Stand out, I don’t need the accepting

Too high, I can’t see no perspective

I don’t need anything ’cause there’s nothing to prove

Out in a field, what’s a god to a goon?

Hercules couldn’t even fit in these shoes

Big ass crib since you said you needed room

Gang full of dogs that will show up to my tomb

Give out a lot less fake promises than you

If I can’t find help then I hope you do

Sacrifice enough, I don’t need no proof

She left my heart out laying on the floor

I don’t know who I’m for

I can’t no more

And it never really changes, the casualties ignored

I ain’t gettin’ no award for my own war

Time goes by, I’m still numb

Can’t get it right, I’m so dumb

I was lost all along

I never won my own war