Disappointment

I’m a disappointment, I stay up

Take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately, I just wait on one good reason

I should even try to wake up, ’cause that shit

Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

(You made your bed, now you lie in it)

And my eyes went red ’cause I’m cryin’ again

Looking for love, all I find is a mess

So I break my heart for the sake of my art

Hope it makes me a star ’cause I’m lost in the dark, I’m lost in the dark

(And it’s so hard to see when all damn day you’re sound asleep)

I’m a disappointment, I stay up

Take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately, I just wait on one good reason

I should even try to wake up, ’cause that shit

Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

(What time is it? Oh my gosh, I’m late for work again)

Yo, I’m a piece of shit, it ain’t hard to fucking tell

In my momma crib, kinda feeling like I’m twelve

I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain

Empty out my bank account but with my luck, it probably wouldn’t even help

Dawg, I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don’t like nothing ever goes right, I’m tight (For real)

I told myself I’m gonna be fine almost a million times

I know that I can do whatever it takes (I got it)

But when it all crumbles and crashes, I’ll be back on my ass

Then I already know what I’m gonna say (Yeah)

Take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately, I just wait on one good reason

I should even try to wake up, ’cause that shit

Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off

I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed