Patient

Someone told me things take time, yeah

Be patient it’ll be alright, yeah

But waiting isn’t doing me good

I’m dying can’t you figure me out right now

I tried to be

careful with you ease off the trigger

I tried to be

patient for you look how that’s gone now

Not well I’ll admit,

wishin’ that I had the courage to commit

Now I’m all alone in my room

wishin’ that I hadn’t be patient with you

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you makin me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you making me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long

I can see your heart is starving

We broke off but both feel the same way

Seems like the world got darker,

we don’t talk but hope that you stay safe

I remember secrets in high school,

that one class my friends said I like you

I remember movies and blankets,

long nights we kiss in your basement

Tell me where we went wrong,

what happened I cannot do this

Told me “keep writing songs”,

yeah, now my words feel useless

First time for everything,

this broken heart was meant for me

First time for everything,

I felt I could tell you anything

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you makin me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you making me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long

I’m not the type to get soft and say that “I miss you”

But every other night I still think about how I kissed you

It was perfect, I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t worth it

I just wish I met you sooner so that maybe we could work it out

I’m falling out of my craft it’s been a month since I last

wrote a song that doesn’t sit in my trash

I’m obsessed with the past, with the hole in my chest I’m no match

If I hadn’t let myself get so attached, it wouldn’t have to be over so fast like damn

Put a bullet on my tongue like a suicide, you can feel it in my love, I’m a do or die

I can put in my whole til I’m feeling right, got a 58 gram in my Bentley white

I can feel your heart beating crazy, I’m the chemicals I feel lazy

But the other girls never phase me (I’m a ride or die but she a gemini, damn)

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you makin me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you making me choose?

I wanna be with you

I don’t wanna be with you

Why you hide it so long