​The Way That You See Me

But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much

Isn’t it lovely the way it works for us?

I wish I could be the       way that you see me

I wish I could dream the same time you’re sleeping

Open up and be the       way that you see me

I wish I could dream the same time you’re sleeping

I wish we had the same dreams but I haven’t been dreamin’

I got a clouded darkness over me, suppressing my feelings

I’m seeking meanings of Earth, show me the places to search

It’s way harder seein’ clearly when my hand’s up your skirt

When it’s over, I’ll be sittin’ inside my car

And regrettin’ all that I did, write a tally on my heart

Yeah, I hope you leave me soon ’cause I keep getting more attached

Just whisper me to sleep, just slip the knife in my back, uh

But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much

Isn’t it lovely the way it works for us?

But when, but when

My mentality actually going shit, uh

Watching all their happiness, I’m practically sick

Yeah, you don’t see that I’m a kid

I’m seeing two of you and you don’t see a single flaw in me, yeah

Openin’ and closing the book, I’m tryna learn from it

I believe in healing it, but nothing is permanent

Wisdom what I’d like, my decision-making game is weak

Weaker than you think, I am not nowhere close to what I wanna

Be (Be, be, be, be, be) the way that you see me

I wish I could dream the same time you’re sleeping

I wish I could be the       way that you see me

I wish I could dream the same time you’re sleeping

But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much

Isn’t it lovely the way it works for us?

Every second I mess up for like the third time

you shoulda left the first time the worst time

and everything decrepit but its alright

I swear that you’re the pinnacle, feelings for you ain’t minimal

They overflow, they never oversowed, I wasn’t into

All my BS, workin’ on my patience

Day feel like a week, I come back giving you the same shit

You’re parents probably hate me, staying can be dangerous

‘Cause my love is potent, only you can help me change it, yeah

But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much

Isn’t it lovely the way it works for us?

But when, but when